From
now on I hope to always educate myself as best I can.
But lacking this, in the future I will relaxedly turn back to
my secret mind and see what it has observed when I
thought I was sitting this one out. We never sit anything
out. We are cups constantly and quietly being filled. The
trick is, knowing when to tip ourselves over and let the
beautiful stuff out.
- Ray Bradbury
The French have
gone now.
And since the Algerian independence
in 1963, its French name has been changed to the Arabic "Bedjaia." But
in the late-twenties, when the tricolor was still flying atop every
flagpole of that lovely little town that nestles at the foot of
the mountains, thus reflecting in the Mediterranean, it was still
called "Bougie" (pronounced boogee), and I was born
there.
Those were the days before la nuit
colonial, the dark nights before the dawn of the Arab liberation
and what was fated to be the last few remaining decades of my own
people's colonial days. Now Bedjaia is changing, inasmuch
as it has been propelled with the rest of Algeria into the jet
age. As its government tries to blend eleventhcentury Islamic traditions
with twentieth-century socialism, my old hometown is now achieving
stature. It has become a port, which my father helped to build
in 1927, for the supertanker in whose bowels the oil coming from
the Sahara becomes precious cargo. It is taken to its expensive
destinations all over the world.
Changes were rapid not only in
Bedjaia, but all over Algeria. The French presence that lasted
for over one hundred and thirty-two years is all but eradicated,
along with the forgotten streets and town names. And sadly, with
it will go the remaining ghosts of what had been six generations
of the Lamberts, my mother Rose's family. But I still have
a few memories, a few souvenirs of my own too short years in intriguing
Algiers. That was long ago, but nevertheless I still recall much,
some painful, like the servitude that kept me working in my parents' café,
some twelve hours a day, seven days a week-for they never
closed-that still added up to no pay. They didn't pay
themselves, so why would they have paid me? But still, and this
is what made it all worthwhile, all the money they could have given
me would not have been as precious as what they taught me! For
indeed from them I learned many things, such as tolerance, love
and help of one's neighbors, and a strength of character
shown by courage, both physical and moral, for these qualities
were demonstrated to me not by words, but by deeds, in everything
they did. During the war for instance, I saw my father give his
one remaining good shirt to a vagrant he had never seen before.
As well, there were the countless times when my mother went out
in the middle of the night to attend to a sick child with the contagious
typhoid fever or meningitis.
But I am getting ahead of my
story. So let me start at the beginning. This I must do with Salvador,
for unlike my mother Rose, who was closed as a clam about her past
life before she married Dad, he had many stories to tell and was
only too happy to regale his family after Sunday dinner, when,
long before television or even radio, storytelling was a pastime
enjoyed by both the raconteur and his listeners. In Salvador's
case, it usually started when one of the children would ask, "Please,
Papa, tell us about the time in the restaurant in Bougie when the
four Arabs came in, and one of them had a razor!" (He loved that
one.) But the next best story was one about his army days in Germany
and "the farmer's daughter." |