From
now on I hope to always educate myself as best I can. But lacking this,
in the future I will relaxedly turn back to my secret mind and see what
it has observed when I thought I was sitting this one out. We never sit
anything out. We are cups constantly and quietly being filled. The
trick is, knowing when to tip ourselves over and let the beautiful
stuff out.
- Ray
Bradbury
The
French have gone now.
And
since the Algerian independence in 1963, its French name has been
changed to the Arabic "Bedjaia." But in the late-twenties, when the
tricolor was still flying atop every flagpole of that lovely little
town that nestles at the foot of the mountains, thus reflecting in the
Mediterranean, it was still called "Bougie" (pronounced boogee), and I
was born there.
Those
were the days before la nuit colonial, the dark nights before the dawn
of the Arab liberation and what was fated to be the last few remaining
decades of my own people's colonial days. Now Bedjaia is changing,
inasmuch as it has been propelled with the rest of Algeria into the jet
age. As its government tries to blend eleventhcentury Islamic
traditions with twentieth-century socialism, my old hometown is now
achieving stature. It has become a port, which my father helped to
build in 1927, for the supertanker in whose bowels the oil coming from
the Sahara becomes precious cargo. It is taken to its expensive
destinations all over the world.
Changes
were rapid not only in Bedjaia, but all over Algeria. The French
presence that lasted for over one hundred and thirty-two years is all
but eradicated, along with the forgotten streets and town names. And
sadly, with it will go the remaining ghosts of what had been six
generations of the Lamberts, my mother Rose's family. But I still have
a few memories, a few souvenirs of my own too short years in intriguing
Algiers. That was long ago, but nevertheless I still recall much, some
painful, like the servitude that kept me working in my parents' café,
some twelve hours a day, seven days a week-for they never closed-that
still added up to no pay. They didn't pay themselves, so why would they
have paid me? But still, and this is what made it all worthwhile, all
the money they could have given me would not have been as precious as
what they taught me! For indeed from them I learned many things, such
as tolerance, love and help of one's neighbors, and a strength of
character shown by courage, both physical and moral, for these
qualities were demonstrated to me not by words, but by deeds, in
everything they did. During the war for instance, I saw my father give
his one remaining good shirt to a vagrant he had never seen before. As
well, there were the countless times when my mother went out in the
middle of the night to attend to a sick child with the contagious
typhoid fever or meningitis.
But I
am getting ahead of my story. So let me start at the beginning. This I
must do with Salvador, for unlike my mother Rose, who was closed as a
clam about her past life before she married Dad, he had many stories to
tell and was only too happy to regale his family after Sunday dinner,
when, long before television or even radio, storytelling was a pastime
enjoyed by both the raconteur and his listeners. In Salvador's case, it
usually started when one of the children would ask, "Please, Papa, tell
us about the time in the restaurant in Bougie when the four Arabs came
in, and one of them had a razor!" (He loved that one.) But the next
best story was one about his army days in Germany and "the farmer's
daughter."
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